wanna be the beer, was hug, feel comfortable, feel secure.. yeah?
i just got home! you know what again! i miss my bus stop over slept to bedok interchange again!!! damn tried. hahaha.. yesterday i sleep over at there. at the locker room, after bath i dry my hair and sleep all the way to 6am. mon and tues i work 7am to 11pm! is like fucking hell can! kana fuck by chef, and got to do most of the thing myself, yet i am still new. so i got to ot till so late! i want to go back after buffet, my sous chef keep asking me do thing! till 9pm! feel like killing him! tomorrow i stay over there again, cause confirm ot to 11pm. due to sat and sun is the busy day!!! why ar? so many ppl came here to eat! die man! they throw me alone do the buffet. do wrong or ask question kana fuck, i need to use to it lor! pastry life is like that! 2months time the 3 trainee going off, finish their attachment. i am alone for the show~ i going to be dead. soon! and april or may or june, new trainee come in, and i got to teach, i die man! i hate teaching ppl. ONE YEAR LATER I WILL LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE OF HELL!!!! oh man! how long i can endure?
to all my friends! when you see me pls!!! GIVE ME A HUG AND SUNSHINE!
i NEED it alot!!! damn shag and stress, but all i put it aside after work cause i lazy to think!
like that i die man! never go and see tml got to do what! hahaha!
my life is going to be great after 2months! encouraging myself! haha!
SUNSHINE I WANT!!!!
*For you, cheer up! alot of work but still have to work right! keep yourself busy than you wont think so much! sunshine for you!
